The Rainy Thoughts

Today was neither amazing nor disappointing... so far. But it was quiet, so I definitely DO appreciate at least ONE thing about today. Nothing really negative happened, and I was able to just sit down at work (Laughlin) and do whatever for eight hours. Rain complicated a little bit of the day... but not enough to keep from going to Sonic here in two hours (...dang).

Speaking of Sonic, I only work three days this week and they're all closing shift---which are bad nowadays. I closed last night and the night before and I am pretty close to WORN OUT. It's not that it's been really busy (and it has), it's just having to stay up that late and run around serving people food in the humid-warm, night air while I'm losing precious hours of sleep... or just hours I could use to just "wind down" from the day.

I'm pretty discouraged about my poor schedule up there. I almost want to give it up, or at least SUGGEST the idea. I need money for TBI---PRETTY BAD. I've been looking around and gathering things to sell, and I may end up giving up some pretty nice things... disheartening, but necessary. I WILL go to TBI---I don't care what happens.

I feel pretty short for words today. But I think I've given a pretty good representation of my thoughts since this morning. I really need to work on my frames today, cause I'm not even halfway through. I'm getting really excited about the Viewing on Friday... I've got some cool ideas.

I hope everyone is well.